sigh ...

I'm waiting ... I'll be 37 weeks tomorrow .. I love being pregnant but I'm also anxious to see my baby :) I was just thinking of doing a maternity shoot ... when hubby suddenly asks me in the car yesterday ... "Do we want to go for Baby No. 5?" ...

hahahahahaha!

At the time, it wasn't funny cos I just have this week and probably the nezt to make up my mind and book the package to do the shoot before I pop.

My response was ... "WHHHHHHHHAAAT?!!!!!" --- and then I went .. "But I want to book a maternity photo shoot .. Can u pls decide and let me know so I can call them up to book ASAP?"

I thought we had decided already on the baby bit ... obviously I thought wrong ..

It's not that I absolutely don't want another baby ... I really would love to have more kids .. but time doesn't seem to be on my side .. I'll be 35 right after Christmas this year .. if we go for another baby, I'll probably give birth when I'm 37 ...

Yes, yes it's not that old .. but I always envisioned myself to be free and easy at that age .. not running after a little one ..

Anyway, we still have time to THINK ABOUT IT. lol :)

My gynae says I don't have to do the ligation procedure right after I give birth .. I can always come back to her in a year or 2 when we decide for sure ... while that sounds like a good plan, the slight flaw with that plan is if I get pregnant FIRST ...

Oh well.

Then we'll really have to buy a mini-bus ...