Suddenly, one day last December .. As we were walking around in the mall, I turned to The Hubby and told him that I missed her. I missed her friendship, the things we shared and laughed over .. Her friendship.
I just don't miss her psychotic nature. Bwahahaha!
What to do? It was a whole package. And while our friendship lasted, it was good. Then when she shot it all to hell, it was truly regrettable. Truly.
We won't ever go back to being best friends. Not even friends I think. I just can't help but feel sad. I used to be more sad. It's better now.
Thankfully, I have a posse of gal pals and a bestie whom I love dearly. I love being with them. Bestie asked recently if I would ever be friends again with ex-friend. I said no.
Doesn't stop me from thinking back on our wonderful relationship. And all the fun times we had.
3 comments:
Hi dear, I really understand how you feel, I ve been through that. Very sad, just like what you mentioned, my bestie blew it up with some unkind words she said to me. Maybe she thinks it's trivial, but I do not think so... sad. Once in a while, I do think about her too
Have a good day and cheer up..
Ann
Thanks, Ann. It's getting better. I wished it didn't end as awfully as it did with her being so angry with me over something she misunderstood.
Ah is it about that particular lady friend?
I remember you telling me about it.
I had a similar situation as well, I believe I told you that.
Sometimes things can turn out to be very different then
we initially assumed.
I too admit that I grieve for the loss of my best friend. But at the same time I cannot stop thinking about the person I am today. If it weren't for him, I guess I would've turned out differently. Perhaps more immature and not so thoughtful about logics.
Anyways if she grieves for her friendship with you as much as you do then there might be hope.
As for me I believe it is completely done. I am open for reconciliation but I doubt that is ever going to happen.
The most important thing is, is that you stood your ground. You kept your head held high and your pride and dignity clean. That is something you mustn't forget as well.
Good luck and hope you're doing fine.
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